My first goodbye,
Was when I let go of my hope,
Was when you walked out of my door leaving tears in my eyes,
Was when I lost my faith in god,
Was when I dreamed you were still with me,
Was when you tore my life apart,
Was when I went from right to wrong,
Was when I saw black and white,
Was when that petal fell off the lotus,
Was when I went off alone….without you,
But now I’ve got to admit,
I’m better off alone.