Sanity

A new sanity……. That always held onto, Things that are loved, Things that are, And things that never want to be lost, The sanity, Was passed through a flame, That brought the gift of steps left behind, But then was found in the arms of a Bless, Leading to a challenge, This sanity was……. The …

Who?

Who should I tell? Who should I talk to? I do not want to taste another’s tears in my words, Nor do I want  to hurt anyone, Who should I talk to…….. About my pain, sorrow, feelings and dreams……. Without hurting anyone? Who should I tell?    

Stuck in My Heart

The stars I used to count are still stuck in my heart, The words….. “it won’t be the same”, Are still stuck in my heart, The memories of the healthy being, Are still s tuck in my heart, The thoughts of you are still, Stuck in my heart, The hope I hold on to is …

Someday

Someday I will get back what I have lost, Someday I will get that happiness back into my parent’s eyes, Someday I will become a poet, Someday I will find the guy I’ve been writing poetry about, Someday I will have a family of my own, Someday I will watch the sunset on a hilltop, …

Thoughts of You

Thoughts of you, Still drown me in the tears of fear, Thoughts of you make me want to, Melt in the hatred I have developed, Thoughts of you make me want to, Run away and hide, Thoughts of you, Give me strength to try to suicide, Thoughts of you, Drift away day by day.

Before My Last Day

I will get a hand placed in my hand………….before the last day of my life, I will look into those eyes, looking down at me………….before the last of my life. I will cry for my enemies……..before the last of my life, I will walk on that trail……….before the last of my life. I will have …

Someday

I will show what has happened to me………..behind these curtains, I will show what is so confusing to everyone right now, I will share the way I fell, I will reveal the truth to all…… Someday, but not right now.

Request

You followed me and you……… Tortured me, Hurt me, And put me through pain, Your turned my life into hell, Into dirt, Into burning flames, Now when I turn around your still there, But now I shall request…… You not follow my family, But keep right behind me, I shall not look back but, Keep …

I Will Never

I will never regret you, I will never say that I never had you because…… I still am happy, I still hold onto my hope, And I still feel hopeful, I also know that we will once again be….. A part of each others life.

Hard

I came all this way and found….. The tears I cry every night, The sleepless nights, Dreams left behind, Colors turning to dirt, The thoughts that I am to blame, All this makes each day harder to live.